Tests

So many tests are coming my way. Not those school's tests. Real tests in life. Its driving me crazy. So many obstacles and stuffs to see how will i react to it.

Its just the beginning but i'm already so stressed out. Especially in my workplace, its living hell for me. I dread going to work everyday. Politics, biased and so many more. Just because i don't smoke and drink, don't go out to find whores with them or go KTV makes me an outcast.

But seriously, i can't be bothered. They can say whatever they want. I know what im doing. When their evil seeds are ripe, they will come to grieve... I really pity them now. Hopefully they will realise their mistakes and repent. Most of them have wives and kids at home. Their wives prepare dinner and kids eagerly waiting for daddy to come home for dinner but they are out there having sex with prositutes.

Thats so damn disgusting for me. I can't imagine if their wives come to know about it. Some even said that its because their wives are pregnant so they are doing this. Damn Cock la. They are in pain for 10months for your sake and this is how you repay them. Bastards. In my workplace i really seen the worst in men. Over 90% of the guys there are the same.

I really don't know how to help them. When i preached to them, they always think that im a mad man trying to talk nonsense. I already know what's the repercussion that are installed for them. May god bless them and give them a chance to repent.

Human beings are dying. More than 50% of the humans will be wipe off from the surface of the earth soon. Humans are ignorant. They think they are smarter than god. Or rather some think that they are god just because they have power to manupilate things or situations.

From my point of view, humans are merely ants trapped in a big bowl. crawling round and round and getting nowhere. They died and are reborn into the same bowl again and again. They never try to look beyond the bowl and find ways to get out of the bowl. Think about it...

Over 2500 years ago in India, a stone was found with the following engraving:
1)Who is the greatest sage?
2)Who is a fool?
3)Who is a clever person?
4)How to attain everlasting happiness?

Nobody could answer these questions until Buddha is born and he answered the following questions with these answers.
1)He who is enlightened about the truth of the universe and life is the greatest sage.
2)He who does not know about cause and effect is a fool.
3)He who understands the meaning of life and lives happily is a clever person.
4)To attain everlasting happiness, one should practise the dharma.

As for the second question, i will answer slightly differently from the Buddha. He who knows about the cause and effect and does not believe in it is a fool.

Everything that i said is in my point of view, so just listen to it with a open mind. How will you see a cup that is filled with water halfway up? Half full or half empty? Its just a matter of perception, there is no right or wrong. Good night.